I Wanted to Be Their Girl

I know I just wrote about my love for being a Brandeis nom, but as the days continue I think of more I can say about it. For this one thing I really had thought it was mine. The boys said they loved me and that I would be an amazing sweetheart, so like anyone else, I thought that I would be their girl. Decked out in red and black every Saturday night and Sunday, I couldn't think of anything else I would have rather been doing. Pulling an almost all-nighter with Jackie baking for our boys, there didn't seem to be anything else in the world I wanted to do. I pictured us baking every week together and talking about how our boys were. Now I can sit back and help Jackie bake, watch her get ready, listen to the stories, and be more proud of her than anyone else, I still wish I was standing by her side in my own colors baking for my own boys. With sablosky being troublesome right now, I can take over the title as
President and help my home grow. Although that sounds like an amazing opportunity, which I cannot wait to take, part of me still wants to have boys to call my own. The Kaplan boys will embrace me whenever possible and I cannot be more thankful for that. My new motto is everything happens for a reason, and for now I just have to stick by that and know that something else will fill the hole that sweetheart left.
Forever and always,
Fannie Sablosky BBG proud member and Louis D Brandeis Nom. I cannot be more thankful for the best 6 weeks I have had in BBYO and for such amazing friends, family and sisters. Without each and everyone of you I don't think I would be able to move past this loss.